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front row tori amos rocks.
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| 04:16pm 09/08/2005 |
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i got my permit. perfect score.
sweet life. just thought you all should know. |
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| 06:08pm 06/12/2004 |
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so, what should i name my fish? |
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| Rachel's current top thirteen favorite people, places, and things (you know, nouns...)... |
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| 08:33pm 30/09/2004 |
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mood:  content music: Ashes to ashes- david bowie. (in my head...)
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1. David Bowie record. 2. My LMU application. 3. Juice and cookies courtesy of one very wonderful Mrs. White. 4. Judging Amy. 5. Enjoyable chats with oh-so enjoyable people that make you laugh at the most unlaughable of situations. 6. Cakes made in honor of me. (That sounds a wee bit egotistical, oh well.) 7. Awesome quote that reminded someone of me. (Hm, again...) 8. A particular person. 9. Carrying around Natalie's pink tote bag at rehearsal and having everyone say "Oh, I love your bag." Funny. Even though Natalie's a freak...(Freak comment intended for Natalie on the off chance she reads this...hm.) 10. Kairos in t-minus 5 days...which means: fun times, fun people, and some rockin' harmonica playin'...the pressure's on stacie. 11. Orange soda. Always a favorite. 12.Looking forward to packing in my kick ass suitcase. 13. No school tomorrow and the impending naps that result. |
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| Damn, anti women jokes are soo funny....when told by the right people. |
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| 07:00pm 28/09/2004 |
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mood:  uncomfortable music: Love me tender is playing in my head....
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So, here's the joke:
What do you a tell a woman with two black eyes?
Nothing, you already told that bitch twice.
Funny, right? Apparently not so much to my mother who told me it was offensive and that she was ashamed of me for thinking it was funny.
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| Procrastination is the name of the game. |
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| 08:07pm 07/09/2004 |
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mood:  content music: the only living boy in ny-s&g. listen to it!!!
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1. First best friend: Hm, I suppose...this girl at my day care when i was a wee one. 2. First car:not yet... 3. First real kiss: have had none that i care to count. 4. First screen name: raebean2000, ha my current one. 5. First self purchased album: hanson..whatever their first one was. 6. First funeral: i think mr longmire when i was in elementary school 7. First pet: cat, reva...but shes not really mine. 8. First piercing/tattoos: ears 9. First credit card: not yet. 10. First enemy: shall remain nameless. 11. First big trip: Hm, first biiiiig reeal trip. New York. 12. First music you remember hearing in your house: Alvin and the chipmunks record with cover of "Betty Davis Eyes" LASTS: 1. Last cigarette: never. 2. Last car ride:a ride home care of the wanket woman 3. Last kiss:... 4. Last good cry:Last week. 5. Last library book checked out: i dont check books out. i purchase them 6. Last movie seen in theatres: vanity fair 7. Last beverage drank: water 8. Last food consumed:orange chicken 10. Last phone call: mimi...poor thing left her wallet on bart. sad. 11. Last time showered: last night 12. Last shoes worn: converse 13. Last item bought:like 5 cds on friday night 14. Last annoyance: the damn heat 15. Last time wanting to die: never 16. Last time scolded: last week i believe...most likely by patti.
FASHION STUFF
1. Where are your favorite places to shop:barnes and noble music section....oh this is the fashion section...thrift stores, target, macys 2. Any tattoos or piercing: three in each ear
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: no. 2. What kind of shampoo do you use:whatevers in there 3. What are you most scared of: death 4. Where do you want to get married: dont know 5. What are you listening to right now: explain it to me-liz pahir 6. How many buddies are online: 23 7. What would you change about yourself: taller. possessing a license.
FAVORITES:
1. Colors:green and purple. together. good color combo. 2. Foods: too much to name... 3. Girl names: fiona, and most recently amelia... 4. Boys names: connor patrick. 5. Subject in school: english. dance. 6. Animals: lemurs 7. Sports: yeah. 8. Perfume: stuff that smells good 9. Cologne: dont have a fave.
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: kids ive babysat 2. Smoked: no 3. Bungee jumped:no 4. Made yourself throw-up: no 5. Skinny dipped: no 6. Been in love: no 7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: i cry very easily so if i was in trouble, i wouldnt have to make myself. 8. Picture your crush naked: well sure 10. Cried when someone died: yes 11. Lied: yes 12. Fallen for your best friend: noo 13. Been rejected: yeah 14. Rejected someone: yeah 15. Used someone: not intentionally 16. Done something you regret: yes CURRENT:
1. Clothes: blue shorts and pink joe cool tank 2. Music: best imitation of myself-ben folds 3. Make-up: mascara and whatever remains of the powder i put on this morning 4. Annoyance: i dont get my math homework. 5. Smell: dunno 7. Desktop picture: a fat baby sitting next to a fat buddha statue 8. Book your reading: nothing! crazy, eh? 9. Cd in player: u wish u were a senior mix 10. Dvd in player: ha in my vcr, is american beauty or...uhm...god what was i watching yesterday...sleepless in seattle 11. Color of toe nails: naked
LAST PERSON:
1. You touched: uhm...dont know... 2. Hugged:i think my 2 year old cousin 3. IMed: uhm dawn sarah or andrew...they were all at kinda the same time
ARE YOU:
1. Understanding: try to be 2. Open-minded: try to be 3. Arrogant: can be 4. Insecure: can be 5. Interesting: perhaps... 6. Hungry: indeed 7. Smart: suppose so.. 8. Moody: mhmm 9. Hardworking: try to be 10. Organized: try...yeah...try to be 11. shy: not normally but can be 13. Attractive: dont know, dont tend to be lookin at myself 14. Bored easily: can be 15. Responsible: try to be 16. Obsessed: not particularly...although ive been told i have an adictive personality whatever the hell that means. 17. Angry: sometimes. 18. Sad: "i am emo." dawns answer. i like it. ha. i am sooo emo, i cry black tears while i write dark poetry in my dark room while sitting atop my black pillow. 19. Disappointed: easily 20. Happy: yes 21. Hyper: more often than not 22. Trusting: try to be. 23. Talkative: again, more often than not
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: cranky 2. All I need is: the air that i breathe and to love you 3. Love is: a battlefield 4. I dream about: many a splendid thing
have you _eaten an entire box of oreos: yes indeed _been on stage: yes _been dumped: no _gotten in a car accident: no _dyed your hair: yes _ran around naked in front of people: no _choked in front of people: yes _gone to school in your pjs: yesh _gotten detention: yesh _loved someone so much that it made you cry:dont recall doing so _have you ever got asked out: yes i have _what grade are you in: 12 _what school do you go to: carondelet _what's your ethnicity: somethin how long is your hair and how is it styled:uhm medium length, ponytail _how many pairs of shoes do you have:lets not go there.
opposite sex.. _what do you look for in the opposite sex:someone i like _who is your most annoying friend:well wouldnt that be rude. _who do you email the most: uhhhhh _who is the loudest: we are a loud bunch...angie comes to mind though _who is the shyest: bah dont know _who has the best room: totally bias answer: me _who do you trust the most: kensey _who knows the most about you: i think they all know an equal amount _favorite friends of the opposite sex: i enjoy all of them _favorite friends of the same sex: kensey kate angie mimi sarah erin heather! and many more...
within the last 24 hours, have you... _had a serious talk: not serious per se _hugged someone: yes _missed someone: yes _gotten along with your parents: yesh _fought with a friend: internally...if that makes sense. _cried: sorta... _felt empty: my stomach has
do you like to.. _give hugs: yes _give massages: not particulary _take walks in the rain: sorta _go to the beach: yea _watch tv: yes _do homework:depends what class _play in the snow: never really been, i will tell you when i do. i assume i would enjoy it though _stay up all night talking to a friend: depends who, im an awkward phone person. _talk on the phone: i dont like calling people no. in fact, i hate it. but i dont mind pickin up the phone _do freaky things: depends on your definition of freaky
which one of your firends.. _is most likely to grow up to be a model: i think kensey would be the best because that girl can pull off any outfit _has known you the longest: mary since i was born _do you know the most about: dont know...
have you ever... _been to a concert: yes _been out of state: yes _broken a bone: no _cheated on a test: yesh
extras... _what is your worst habit: overbooking myself _what makes you really mad: lots of things...being in a bad mood, not having the food i want, hot weather, not getting what i want. ha. _what is your one of your favorite memories: kensey telling me she likes walkin on cool grass. _where are you: home sweet home _are you wearing any jewelry: one ring. _what color pants do you have on: shorts blueeeee
_what is the last thing you said: uhm said, well singing along to fiona apple is the last thing that came out of mouth _what is your computer desk made of: wood _what would you really want to be doing right now: eating oreos and milk. |
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| Damn peer pressure and damn this survey, alas I have given in to both. |
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| 08:44pm 04/08/2004 |
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Using your Current Initials, choose a different name for yourself. REL. Riley Elizabeth L. (I can't think of a last name.)
2) If you were born outside of your era, when would you want to be born and why? Any era. I like them all, 60's 70's, 50's... ooh i could be a housewife and have tupperware parties and wear a poofy skirt and an apron and heels, oh and pearls! I pick 50's.
3) If you ran a store, what would you sell/have? Anything and everything made by my dear friend heather. Cards, earrings, neckalaces, jewelery of all kinds in fact, and mobiles.
4) What part in a movie would you love to play?A background person. Or maybe perhaps someone with like one line...a maid? "Telophone for you, sir. But it's long distance."
5) In your opinion, why do people stink? I don't think people really stink. They just have stinky moments.
6) If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter? Uhm, I'm trying to think of somethin completely original and quirky, but i cannot. So David Bowies face because he just came on Yahoo Radio. Plus he kicks major Space Oddity Ass. 7)Whats the oldest article of clothing you own? That's hard. I keep all my clothes forever it seems like. Hm, I'm gonna go with the wedding dress in my closet we used to dress up in when we were youngins (though my sister will correct me and say it is hers, weeeelll, biatch, who's closet is it in? yeah thats what i thought :) )
8) What piece of furniture have you replace d the most? Hm. Everything in my room is it's original. The desk, dresser...so i guess bed cuz its the only thing I've replaced.
9) What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at? Piano, oh to be tori amos.
10) Record, Tape or Cd? Hm, records have that cool "i'm listenin to a record, you bet your ass I'm old school" feel to them, but cd's are quite convenient in their own rite.
11) What do you think would be the best concert ever? (MAX: 4 bands) Well, Tori Amos, David Bowie, The Cure (only playing old stuff if you please) and The Beatles.
12) What's the best part of your favorite movie? I don't know my favorite movie but to name a few...(all of mine are one-liners) "Does Barry Manilow know you raid his wardrobe?"- b. club, "Come, let us dance like children of the night!" So I married an axe murderer, ah god i cant remember the exact words but the end of my best friends wedding when ruperett everett is walkin towards julia roberts, his whole speech "the moves of a jungle cat"..."there may not be sex, but, by god, there will be dancing", The red dance scene of center stage. you know, at the end., "My dad's kissin a ho" Sleepless in seattle,"One of my father's many mexican(you know the way she says it) workers" "oh no, thats just a compact" "She's skinny amber, not deaf" drop dead gorgeous. oh, stop me now....
13) What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever? M&Ms.
14) If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to? Well, if all my siblings were gone cause they are definitely first on the list, probably katie first cuz pat would make fun of some of it and what dead person needs to be mocked?... uhm...god i dont know, i dont trust anyone really with them. But i suppose, no..no one. bury me with them, at least the tori. donate the rest. oh no throw bowie in with me too. god i have separation issues with my cds, eh.
15) If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be? Hm, anything BUT politics.
16) Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically? Damn Liz loecher and her ability to play the piano, guitar, sing and make clothes, probably all at the same time too. i hate her. :)
17) Most jealous of....intellectually? My family. All of them. well, each in their own way.
18) What do you collect? Collections are a dangerous thing to have in my house. But i suppose i collect anything and everything tori amos. i also collect movies, books...
19) What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed? the picture of g-gram and katie that i broke the glass to.
20) What do you do when you're home sick? read lurlene mcdaniel books that turn me into a hypochondriac always thinkin i have lukemia.
21) Why does this survey rock? it's keepin me occupied.
22) Story behind your username? Nora. it was hers. I wanted a journal. She gave it to me. end of story. I do not think i am a "pretty_one."
23) Current Favorite Article of Clothing? Just one? I like my new shoes for school.
24) Line from the last thing you wrote to someone? Sounds good to me.
25) A famous person you have met? No one. to my knowledge. I do believe that some people i know now have the possibility to become famous, so i have met them.
26) Favorite way to waste time? Reading, movies, paintin my nails. Sleep.
27) Last thing you bought yourself? Cute shirt from AE. It says "dew drop inn" on it which is a lyric from tori amos but im sure they didnt know that when they made the shirt. oh well, worked out for me.
5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING 1. Ladybug pajama pants 2. killer bee tshirt 3. underwear 4. ring 5. bra
5 THINGS YOU CAN SEE 1. computer 2. lamp ( I love lamp.)haha 3. picture of people 4. stapker 5. magazines
5 THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW 1. chewing gum 2. this survey 3. listening to music 4. changing song on yahoo radio. Tom petty? No thank you. 5. thats it.
5 CONFESSIONS 1. I'm hungry 2. I don't love the lizzie mcguire movie (sorry nora) 3. I love the olsen twins.oh sorrrry Mary Kate and Ashley. In fact, i was a member of the fan club. 4. i don't have any more confessions, i confess. 5. i wish this was over now.
5 THINGS YOU ATE IN THE LAST 24 HOURS 1. bbq chicken pizza 2. cookies 3. honey nut cheerios 4. pretzels 5. milk?
5 THINGS YOU DID SO FAR TODAY 1. Replied to Elizabeth and ww's emails. 2. Read from the picture of dorian gray 3. babysat 4. got vogue and ym. 5. took a nap with the baby.
5 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW 1.janis joplin...take it, take another little piece of my heart... 2. clickity clack 3. outside sounds 4. the tv in the other room, hgtv woowoo. 5. my tummy rumblin
5 COLOURS YOU CAN SEE 1. white 2. yellow 3. brown 4. blue 5. pink
5 THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD 1.Im hungry 2. i like this song 3. im sleepy 4. thinkin ahead for the next question.. 5. whats the next song gonna be? (just like heaven.)
12 people that rock your socks 1. Kensey 2. Heather 3. Chantal 4. Sarah 5. Andrew 6. Nora 7. Charley 8. Angie 9. Kate Sperry 10.Seester 11. Brother 12.Mother Father. they are one.
5 FAMOUS PEOPLE/ARTISTS YOU REALLY ENJOY OR WOULD NEVER MISS AN OPPORTUNITY TO WATCH/MEET 1. hm. Tori amos 2. bowie 3. i do quite enjoy kate hudson. 4. after the ashlee simpson marathon, i have to say, I'm a fan. I'd meet her. 5. reese witherspoon.
10 OBJECTS IN YOUR ROOM YOU LOVE 1. I LOOOOOOOOOVE my room 2. posters- b club and tori 3. pictures especially the one of ciara and my feet. thats my favorite. 4. tv and movies! 5. cds. 6. my smooshed faerie calendar 7. scrapbooks 8. BOOKs. ah yes my alphabetized bookshelf. damn right. 9. clothes 10. shoes
5 CELEBRITIES YOU WOULD SEX UP 1. Ryan Phillippe in Cruel Intentions 2. Chris Isaak when he was younger... 3. shane west in everything... 4. ben folds cuz he's geeky hilarious. 5. Hayden Christensen (sp?) in Life as a House. |
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| Benefit Show, please come! |
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| 05:13pm 02/08/2004 |
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This is the usual Celio Savory Summer Soliloquy Centered Semantically Surrounding Solidarity!
In other words,
It's time for me to bug you all to attend the Benefit Concert that is completely comprised of Company Alumni! Here is the list of those you should come out and see:
Cast: Joy Salvatin, Rachel Decker, Jenn Cisson, Stephany Farros, Heather McRobbie, Brian Edwards, and Ron Llenado (Company of '96)
Masters of Ceremonies: Mark "Happy Jovial" Celio and Dante Fake
Crew: Theresa Weiss (Stage Manager), Jason Francis (Sound), Joe Saam (Lights), The Libby Sisters (Spots), Dan Abts (Artistic Director, Videographer), Ron Llenado (Writer, Musical Director), Chris Celio (Director), and Mike Rubino (Producer, Company of '83)
</b> The show, titled Musical Therapy, will take place on AUGUST 7TH AT 8PM AT DE LA SALLE!!!!</b> ADMISSION IS FREE! This year, the show has a script so it is not as random. The setting is group therapy with Mark and Dante being the doctors and everyone else being clients. We have some great songs and the show should be shorter than last year's 2.5 hour crazyness! It should be less than 2 hours. |
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| 10:31pm 22/07/2004 |
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An old man was sitting on a bench at the mall. A young man walked up to the bench and sat down. He had spiked hair in all different colors--green, red, orange, blue and yellow. The old man just stared. Every time the young man looked, the old man was staring. The young man finally said sarcastically, "What's the matter old-timer, never done anything wild in your life?" Without batting an eye, the old man replied: "Got drunk once in Japan and had sex with a parrot. I was just wondering if you were my son." |
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| 05:34pm 09/06/2004 |
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PAST. -first grade teacher's name: mrs coke -last word you said: home -last song you sang: uh i sang "we're following the leader, the leader...we're following the leader" when i babysat today -last thing you laughed at: the kid i babysat -last time you cried: i think when i heard mrs g died. .PRESENT. -what's in your cd player: some Talking Heads cd my brother wants me to listen to -what color socks are you wearing: one green with a frog on it and the other is blue with pandas and bamboo -what's under your bed: nothing! i just cleaned my room yesterday. -what time did you wake up today: 7:45ish... .FUTURE. -what is your career going to be: 2nd grade teacher and eventually high school english teacher -where are you going to live: uhm, california? -how many kids do you want: 2. -what kind of car will you drive: dont care. .CURRENT. -current hair: pony tailish with my kick arse checkered sunglasses on top -current clothes: jeans with holes, polka-dot halter top, converses -current jewelry: class ring and another ring -current annoyance:my brothers loud guitar. -current smell: nothing in particular -current longing: some people, places, things... i long for nouns in general -current desktop picture: something my brother put on it, looks like..eh i dont know -current favorite music artist: tori amos -current book: slaughter house five and harry potter- the first one -current worry: getting my community service done this summer... -current hate: not being allowed to drive -story behind your username: well I wanted a livejournal but couldnt get a code deal and nora had to livejournals i guess so she just gave me this one and i didnt get to pick the name. good story eh? -current favorite article of clothing: ah thats tough, i like all my clothing...but the most utilized are defintely my old hole-y jeans. -favorite physical feature on a guy/girl: i dont have a favorite -one person you wish was here right now: kensey but she'll be here in like a half hour -line from the last thing you wrote to someone.:raebean2000 (12:25:05 PM): good to know -i am happiest when: im with my friends? i dont know, i'm quite happy a lot of places. but being in the front seat when my friends are driving me places :) is probably the best place to be. -i feel lonely when: im alone. -favorite authors: margaret atwood...and some other people too -do you think too much: yes i do indeed -if you could live anywhere in the world, where: berkeley -famous person you have met: no one, i dont think -do you have any regrets: yes i suppose i do. well, no no i dont actually cuz theres nothin i would want to change really -sex or love: love -favorite coffee: dont drink coffee -favorite smell: when a boy smells like a boy. and babies cuz they smell so cute and clean and lovable. -what makes you mad: hate -favorite way to waste time: movies, tv, food, internet...the usual. -what is your best quality: i try and show the people i care about that i care about them -are in currently in love/lust: well, not love or lust but i do like people -what's the craziest thing you have ever done: flashes of our TP escapades are running through my mind... -any bad habits: probably -do you find it hard to trust people: yes and no -bath or shower: shower -favorite season: summer -favorite color: green -favorite time of day: like 7 at night -gold or silver: both -any secret crushes: yessirree .FASHION. (fashion turn to left, fashion turn to the right- BOWIE) -how many coats and jackets do you own: uhm like one real jacket jacket but a bunch of sweatery-ish things and like 2 blazers. -do you wear a watch: no... -favorite pants color: jeans -most expensive items of clothing: shoes (must leave, kenseys here...finish later). (later...) YOUR FRIENDS. -do your friends know you: most of them -what do they tend to be like: honest -can you count on them: most of them -can they count on you: yes LAST. -last book you read: shit, been a long time to be honest....a non school related one? because thats pretty much all i read this year...eh. -last movie you saw on the big screen: saved -last show you watched on tv: well family guy, but on dvd -last thing you had to drink: slurpee -last thing you ate: three musketeers bar... -last time you showered: uhm...monday -last time you smiled: about 5 minutes ago -last person you hugged: the girl i babysit -last person you kissed: ... -last person you talked: kensey -last person you talked to on the phone: my mom i think... .DO YOU/HAVE YOU. -smoke: nope -do drugs: nope -drink: one sip... -sleep with stuffed animals: no -have a dream that keeps coming back: no -play an instrument: no i wanna learn drums though -believe there is life on other planets: yeah -read the newspaper: the comics -have any gay or lesbian friends: im sure i do -believe in miracles: not yet -consider yourself tolerant: some times...more often than not. (andrew you say this all the time now so im gonna say it too! haha, more often than not. sweet life) -consider police a friend or foe: both -like the taste of alcohol: no -have a favorite stooge: no -believe in astrology: no -believe in magic: (cue music: do you believe in magic?)...dont know -believe in God: i believe there's a possibilty no, but there's no harm in believin. faith. -pray: not very often. -go to church: yes -have any secrets: yes -have any pets: no not really, my brother has a dog and we have a cat. but i dont have pets, dont like animals much. -go or plan to attened college: yes i hope to -talk to strangers: depends -have any piercings: three in each ear... -have any tattoos: no -hate yourself: no, disliked things i've done...but hates a strong word in my opinion -like your handwriting: its mine -believe in witches: never given it too much thought, have you seen the movie Witches? now, that's scary shit. -believe in ghosts: no -believe in santa: no -believe in the easter bunny: no -believe in the tooth fairy: no -have a second family: i suppose so, in that i have families other than my own that i trust and enjoy just as much -trust others easily: depends
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| 07:18pm 12/01/2004 |
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An Englishman, a Frenchman, and an American are sojourning in some remote part of the world, when they're captured by cannibals. The cannibal scouts drag the captives to their cannibal chief, who looks them over and pronounces them tasty morsels indeed--and their skins will make excellent canoes! But the cannibal chief is a man of honor, and he says he will allow them to choose the method of their demise and speak a few last words before they're skinned and popped into the stew.
The Englishman chooses a pistol. He shoots himself, proclaiming, "God save the Queen!" They eat him and make his skin into a canoe.
The Frenchman chooses a dagger. He stabs himself, crying, "Vive la France!" They eat him and make his skin into a canoe.
The American chooses a fork. The cannibals are consternated, but they give in; he gets the fork. He proceeds to stab himself all over his body, shouting, "So much for your fucking canoe!" |
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| 08:01pm 15/10/2003 |
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Just a note to eliz...i updated my other journal just for you. i love you. call me, text me, if you want to reach me. :) -Rach |
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| 08:07pm 22/09/2003 |
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Yeah, so im pretty sure no one reads this anymore so i am going to allow myself to ramble aimlessly. I am leaning towards not doing company after this next show. well the thing is that more than anything i wish i could quit now..but i highly doubt i will ever quit because well my mother cant come pick me up before 5 ever...damn my working mother. i just dont see the point of going everyday to a place where i feel unwelcome. people are fucktards and rude and annoying and mean and i hate them. *rant rant rant* I have only gone to rehearsal once..today...and it put me in a horrible mood. i want to smack people across the face and just yell BE NICE! arrrrrrrrrrgh. i felt so...unlovED when i was there today. i mean i have no issues with my part, thats all cool beans but the people. its just so different from last year where company was a good (well most of the time..not for sometime it wasnt a good place) place. but even when it sucked for me which was for a while there were people there that made it ok. mainly eliz. i miss her. if she was here then all would be well. because i could talk to her and tell her about the evilness. but im talkin to her tonight so that evilnesschat will be done. what a conundrum. (sp?) it is though. a problem with no happy solution. i stay and it sucks for the most part. there are like hmmm i think a total of 5 people there i really like and actually enjoy spending time with...the others for the most part are ok. but just nothing really for me. ok i suppose thats enough rantin and ravin for me...i suppose after tomorrow rachel will be a much happier person. one no rehearsal and two...SLURPEES. yeah man. what else is going on for me? cougar tales which is cool now that we solved a wittle problem. my family, crazy as always. and as of this second i am amazingly content with my friend situation. i think right now i am at a point where im the happiest i have ever been with who i am friends with. not to say my previous friends were bleckity bleck but right now. its just perfect and everything in that area works for me. |
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| 08:17pm 16/09/2003 |
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Clarissa Explains It All. That's what. I am in awe of Clarissa's genius. I only wish that someday...I could be as cool as she is.
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| 08:21pm 27/08/2003 |
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Rachel's innermost personal deep dark thoughts have moved to another journal. Come visit and leave many notes..if not..I will be sad.
www.blurty.com/users/notexactlyhad/
It's ugly now but will be beautiful when Erin fixes it for me.
Love Peace and Joyousness. |
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| 03:48pm 20/08/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: Well...lots...I'm listening to MyRadio on Yahoo. It's cool.
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RANDOM RANDOM Song Quotes.... (Hey I'm bored..and me no wanna do my AP US History homework...)
Hot Tramp I love you so ... You've got your mother in a whirl She's not sure if you're a boy or a girl. -Rebel Rebel (David Bowie)
I dyed my hair red today And my priest said you ain't savin' no souls. -Take to the Sky (Tori Amos)
They say confucius does his crossword with a pen I'm still the angel to the girl who hates to sin. -Tear in Your Hand (Tori Amos)
You move just like heaven -Just like heaven (The Cure)
She stood up and said I bet you think we're just gonna kiss and make up... Why dont Kiss? Kiss this! And I don't mean on my rosy red lips. -Kiss This (Aaron Tippin)
And I'm so sad Like a good book I can't put this day back Life's a sorta fairytale with you - a sorta fairytale (Tori Amos)
There must be a light At the end of the tunnel Before i go outta control I wanna fall in love -I wanna fall in love (Lila McCann)
Hiding behind a rainbow's walk Slippin and slidin all along the water with you My brown eyed girl ... Do you remember when we used to sing? Sha la la la la la la la la la ti da. -Brown Eyed Girl (Van Morrison)
Blech okay now im bored...and i have homework EW so later all. well later...three..the three that read this. heh. |
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| a quote to ponder, ponder |
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| 08:31pm 07/07/2003 |
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"I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody know if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Eater Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mr. Ed. Listen- I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visted by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkeldy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in AMerica is coincident with the decline of drive-in movie theaters from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that California is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Florida is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste. I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we will be wiped out by the common cold like the Martians in War of the Worlds. I believe that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousands of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian shaman. I believe that mankind's destiny lies within the stars, that candy really did taste better when i was a kid, that it's aerodynamically impossible for a bumblebee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there's a car in a box somewhere who's alive and dead at the same time (although if they don't open the box to feed it it'll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself. I believe in a personal god that cares about me and worries and oversees everything i do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn't even know i'm alive. I believe in an empty and godless unvierse of casual chaos, background noise and sheer blind luck. I believe that anyone you claims to know what's going on will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman's right to choose and a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it." |
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